i just wish for once i knew what was going on. wishing i understood my own feelings. everyone says they dont understand me and tht sucks for them but nobody ever seems to think how i feel about not even understanding the first thing about myself. everyday is different. i wake up wondering how im going to feel about someone that day. is it going to be good or bad? and it just happens nobody has to do anything i just wake up that way. really wish i knew what to do…like if i had some sort of magical being to tell me what to do thtd help alot but i dont.. God has answers they say but i just cant seem to grab mine.